There's a storm inside of me: like a hurricane with 90mph winds pressing against my heart--the center of emotion. It's a beautiful struggle. A lot of it comes from not knowing what's going to happen in the next couple years.
I have been alive for 20 years. I'm 20 years old. It sounds like such a long time, doesn't it? My life has been so beautiful. I look back on it and I realize just how blessed I was and am. I have amazing parents who love, encourage, and support me; two sisters whom I love with ever fiber of my being; amazing grandparents who love me more than I understand; friends that make me a better person and love me for who I am; mistakes to learn and grow from; life experiences that have contributed to my personal views; remnants of innocence (that I'm clutching onto for dear life); eyes to see; ears to hear; a mouth to speak; a brain to learn; a mind to contemplate; and a heart to love. Not to mention that I may have just had the most amazingly perfect childhood. To think that God gave all of that to me--and he is still blessing me every day! My life is wonderful.
I honestly cannot wait to see what he does in the future. It's going to be so good. There's something happening in me. There's a change occuring. I'm being transformed by his love.
God is so good, right?
Sunday, March 6, 2011
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